Cold and wet, you shiver amongst the leaves.
Poor thing. These grey rains offer no respite.
You are so small, so easily missed
By a casual glance. Mere scenery.
The weather is merciless to small things.
With the damp comes toadstools, fruiting, sporing.
The brimmed cap provides some paltry shelter.
So you huddle, wrapped in flannel rags
Discarded wrappers, washers, buttons, pins
Against a thick stipe, golden and ridged.
You are lost. You woke one morning to find
Your burrow empty, abandoned, quiet.
The entrance open to the elements.
In the soft earth outside, marks of talons.
You knew then that the birds had taken them.
Why did they spare you? Those scavenging beaks
Which prey on little folk, tiny inchlings;
People who go unseen in the great wood.
Do they mistake you for insects? Alas:
The cruelty of the crop still remains.
That was summer. And though the grief was great
You still had the sunshine and abundance.
Now it is getting into the dark winter.
You must secure refuge before the frosts
Strip bare the trees and shrivel ev’ry stem.
Now the rain pours, and there you sit, huddled
Beneath the shallow cap of a fungus
Whose name is unknown to you, but yellow
As summer sun at the dawn; reminder
That the forest, despite the cold, still lives.
Your bent legs are drawn up under your chin
And both your eyes, frosted with tears, behold
The colour of your bare feet: dull blue
And grey as death. You lost your shoes last night.
So you sigh, bunching up, conserving heat.
So cold are you that at first, you don’t hear
The sound that comes billowing through the trees.
A soft, rhythmic booming, musical thunder.
It is quiet, distant, but you know
How quickly it can be upon you.
Despite the painful stiffness of your limbs,
You force yourself to shift, pushing yourself
To t’other side of the yellow stipe
And try to remain there, out of sight.
You close your eyes. You hope. You wait. Breathless.
The sound grows louder and louder, closer, closer.
Then it stops. And there is a great silence.
You know not of Persephone, but still
Despite yourself, you cannot help but
Look back, in just a momentary glance.
There stand two black boots, vaster than any
That you have ever seen. And now you know:
You have encountered a human.
You stifle a cry, and, turning away,
Cover your head, trying to hide yourself.
You have only encountered humans once.
You were a child, then, and you recall
How large they were. Like trees that walk–and think!
Of course, those you saw were but babes themselves.
This is an adult human, towering.
There is a sound like storm wind, and you feel
The air, buffeted by a creature
Of unimaginable size and weight.
You recall how fast they move, despite
How heavy they are. So nimble and deft.
The great boot falls not far from your refuge.
You hear a wooden log snapping like bones.
The other children did not believe you
When you told them of how big humans are.
How fast. And how carelessly destructive.
Some distance away stands another ‘shroom.
It would take you perhaps a minute.
You watch, helpless, as a hand, ten thousand
Of your own, emerges from above
And plucks it from the soil of the earth.
Your guts are in knots with dread. For you know
What will happen next. Yet you cannot scream.
Your world goes dark, then fills with a strange scent.
And you are hoisted at so great a speed,
Up higher than you ever dared venture.
You cling to the ridges under the cap
And the fingers seem not to notice you.
You dare not move, dare not breathe, dare not stir.
You play at being fungus, become scarce.
Then, carelessly, the huge fingers drop you.
You land with a bump, in what looks to you
Like a vast boat, woven from long, stiff stems.
You imagine the strength it would take
To construct such a thing. You are afraid.
Beside you lies the corpse of your shelter.
You dare not look up, and meet the gaze
Of the one that has taken you prisoner.
You crouch, lie flat, and scuttle beneath
The dead fungi around you. You are lost.
Now you have entered the realm of giants.
You remain out of sight as you watch
Mushrooms, which would take ten strong men to fell
Be lifted as though they are nothing
And tossed into the belly of the boat.
What awesome strength the humans possess.
You suppose they must have stolen it
From the gods. Perhaps, once, they were like you.
Tiny, unseen, scampering in the woods.
Then one day, they learned the secret of strength
And grew to their current size, kings of all.
The human’s footsteps rattle your bones.
You feel your teeth shudder with ev’ry stride.
Below, the breaking of wood beneath
That great boot reminds you of the danger
That you find yourself in. You are frightened.
What use would a human have for fungus?
Your people use them for many reasons
But mostly as a food source. One mushroom
Can feed half a village for a week.
Humans are much larger. They must eat more.
Humans must eat mushrooms! But is that all?
What else do humans eat? You’ve never seen
A human feeding itself before.
Only the babes, who ate strange, salty foods
Kept in large sacks, printed with strange symbols.
Do humans eat little folk? Like the birds?
What if you are mistaken for a ‘shroom?
For a moment, you consider shouting
But stop yourself. Discovery means death!
And then, without warning, all goes dark.
You peer out of the pile of mushrooms
And see that the open top of the boat
Has been covered by a wide cloth roof.
The human must be protecting its food
From the cold and damp, just as you do.
Now there is a long time in darkness.
Only the sounds of the forest outside
And the light shining in through holes
In the weave. The sun must be setting.
And the rhythm of the giant’s footsteps.
Along the way, you hear the sounds outside
Begin to change, diminish, transform.
Birdsong gives way to babbling streams
And rustling leaves to stones underfoot.
A strange relief to be out of the rain.
Then there comes one more, another new sound.
It is loud, clear, and resonant. A voice.
You have never heard a human speak
Let alone sing. But this human sings,
Softly humming a sweet idle tune.
You listen a moment, and wonder
If this may be the last music you hear.
Oh, how cruel — to be gently lullabied
Before you are devoured. How cruel
That the boot did not make short work of you.
And as you sit, contemplating your doom,
You come to a stop. You have arrived.
From betwixt the weave you see a great door,
Perhaps a hundred times as tall as you.
Wooden, painted blue. The human’s abode.
There comes a rattling sound, and the door
Heavier than a thousand mushrooms
Creaks open, and you enter a world
Of warmth, new smells, metal tools, pots and pans
And furniture, all wrought of wood.
So this is how the bigfolk live their lives.
In enormous caverns, filled with riches,
Warm and dry. No wonder they dared steal height
From the gods themselves. This is Paradise.
For a moment, you forget your peril.
The cloth roof is drawn back, and the hand,
Probing for toadstools, grabs a handful.
You flatten yourself against the wall,
Arms spread wide. You dare not move. The hand seeks.
In the dim light, you hold your breath and wait.
For the first time, you get to take a look
At the hand that holds you captive here.
The fingers are long and thick, like branches.
They are dexterous, nimble. And the long nails
On each finger are painted midnight black.
One by one the mushrooms disappear
From the prison ship. It is a marvel.
How a multitude of heavy objects
Can be spirited away with such ease.
You would struggle to lift but one of them.
And now there are only two left in here.
That is you, and your former umbrella.
The hand reaches in, and the fingers clutch
At the stipe. Silently, you bid farewell
And it is taken away to the unknown.
The human turns away from you. You breathe.
You hear a melody again, that song
That makes a dirge for your fungal comrades.
You take a step towards the melody–
And yelp! At the hand now fast approaching!
You attempt to escape, but where to run?
The small opportunity goes to waste.
For the human’s hand is now upon you
And it closes around you, eclipsing
All light. All is darkness. And that strange scent.
You feel a hard throbbing all around you
Just for a moment, and you understand
That the big people, just like you, have hearts.
Held in the giant’s grip, you cannot scream.
Only wait for whatever comes next.
The light returns, and as sight avails you
You find yourself looking into two eyes.
You flinch at once. Their gaze is absolute.
Each of them just as wide as you are tall.
The eyes blink. The pupils dilate. Seeing.
You are known, and too petrified to speak.
All you can do is stare across the gulf.
The human’s face is ringed by long black hair
And the curious eyes are painted black
Like the abducting nails. The human smiles.
“Looks like I’ve got a stowaway,” she says
For she is a human woman. She says
“Now, how on Earth did you get in there?”
You cannot speak. Would she understand you
Even if you could? Your lips move. No sound.
“I’m not going to hurt you,” she says.
“My, you must be a long long way from home.”
“I have no home,” you say. Can she hear you?
The human blinks in surprise. It seems
That your speaking confirms that you are real.
“Were you hiding in the mushrooms?” she asks.
You are uncertain of how to answer.
“Yes,” you reply. “I’m sorry, I didn’t–“
The giant reaches, holds up a mushroom.
“This one?” she asks. It’s brown, with a white stalk.
“No,” you say, though afraid to correct her. “It was–“
“Oh, this chanterelle?” She lifts the carcass
Of your comrade, the one who sheltered you.
“Yes,” you say. “I was hiding from the rain.”
The human frowns. “I am sorry,” she says.
“It wasn’t my home,” you say. “It was just
Shelter, so I could stay out of the rain.”
“My goodness, you’re filthy,” she interjects.
“It’s just as well I was about to wash
These mushrooms. It’s for my supper, you see.”
All these for one meal? That’s impossible.
Humans must all have very large stomachs.
“You can eat that much?” you say, uncertain.
“Well, they cook down.” The human pauses.
“Wow, you really are small.” She smiles again.
You cast your gaze downward, at her stomach
Then back up to her face, your eyes wide.
She must see your fear. “Hey, hey. It’s okay.
I’m not going to eat you. I promise.”
You could almost cry for sheer relief.
She sets you down on a wooden table
Then crouches, peering at you wide-eyed
From just above the edge. “So small,” she says.
“I think I’ll keep you. If you want me to.”
You look back at her. She means you no harm.
“I’m Mae, by the way. And how about you?”
The only ones who knew your name are gone.
“I don’t know,” you say, telling her the truth.
“You don’t know what your name is?” she asks.
“I have no home. I guess I have no name.”
“That’s okay.” She scoops you up in her palm.
“You’re safe now, here with me. I’ll keep you warm.
Now, let’s get you cleaned up, as good as new.”
She undresses you, washing you gently
In a large basin filled with warm water.
As you clean off, she walks across the room.
There is a metal thing at the far end.
She takes a long tool, pokes around inside
Then grabs a box, all filled with wooden sticks.
She takes a stick and strikes it on the box.
Fire! Mae, for now you know that is her name
Has conjured fire at her fingertips!
She throws the stick into the metal thing
And soon, it emits a reddish glow.
“Let’s get you warm,” she says, wrapping you up.
Then she sets you down by the fire.
You have only ever seen fire
In the wake of storms. How strange to see it
As comfort, safety and security.
The rain patters softly on the window.
In another room, Mae removes her boots.
She pads, barefoot, into the kitchen.
Her footfalls still sound like distant thunder.
Still, you feel quite safe in her company.
Nobody else has ever been so kind.
Warm and dry, you bask in radiant heat.
Tiny thing. At last, some respite.
You are so small, kept safe and secure
In the capable hands of a giant
Who is ever merciful to small things.
Mae does not keep you here against your will.
You could leave whenever you would wish to.
But out there are the birds, and other things;
Carnivorous mammals who crave your flesh.
Why would you ever want to leave this place?
Here, there is plenty. No need to struggle.
All protection, doting, and affection.
Three meals a day, and curious prodding.
Yes, perhaps Mae owns you. That’s a fair trade
To be able to live in Paradise.
And so it is here where your tale closes.
By fluke, spirited from the cold and damp.
You once thought humans cruel, but now you see
That they are, like you, trying to survive.
You close your eyes, and drift off into sleep.
End.